Be firm

I,make a promise to myself,
If the second time really happened,I will not let anythings or anybody to hurt me,
I will throw out my whole energy to protect myself!I will dare to say 'NO' to every happening without any hesitation and regret!

I'll remember tight on someday in this year,
I'll supervise,
and stood still to wait for this disaster.
even it will occur as what i've predicted or maybe not,
but I've made a strong assurance for my own.

Life is just like a business or trading in the market,
if you weak,you get exploited.
if you strong,you'll earned.
even it's in BG relationship affairs.

Perhaps that i'm true. =)

Should tidy up my everything before step to a new year.
including my mind,my soul,my emotion and so so..
Give myself a big smile

Before CNY 2012

This feeling can't be exist right now.
I hate it! =(
I knew that No one can save me instead of myself,
I should get through it,this is my problem,
I am the solely greatest solvent for myself.

A new year is coming,I should have a new dimension of life,
and I should change my purpose of life..my behavior..my attitude..my everything..
Sometime I just 'SAY' but never 'DO'
and now,I MUST DO according to what I've SAID!

Other than that,sorry mum and dad,this few days I was really make them pissed off,sry for my unrespectful,I know I should leave home and find a job rather than just stay home being a couch potato.
But,Give me half more month!Everything will followed u all wish!

Just saw a quote,it's really awesome.

If you have a choice between me & other person, choose her/him because if
you really loved me there wouldn't be a choice


by the way,
Happy chinese new year too =)

Pray

Sometimes I just got my tranquillity,
but it surely will appear some spoiler who purposely destroy my peaceful.
Can god please save me from all the disaster..sincerely please.. :'(

Junction of life

Everything has just come to a consensus.
What've been faced already become a history,
What've been did so far already become a conclusion,
Nothing can change by the passing of time.

But It's ok,
As long I did my best,
If no pain how can V gain?
At last,I slowly grown up with the concept I am holding along the way in my life,"Learn,Train,Gain" =D
And I was really thankful to those who be my side,wake me up,cheer me up..especially my mom and dad!and all of my 49sista!.I love u all ♥

Now is the time I need to decide for my future,
I must be strong,
From now onward,my life will be mine,my autonomy.
I've no longer be dependent on parents :(

Btw,I'm eagerly waiting for the time to go for a vacation!
Hope it will be my most happy+meaningful December =D


Hello December!
Hello christmas!
Hello the coming 2012!

A troublesome September

I am having so much obstacle in this september.
Recall back all the happening,
I feels like im really weak in solving problem especially in relationship affair,
but anyway,everything is passed =)
I'm already regain much energy and experiences from all the lessons!!
My life will gonna be more interesting and also fluctuating..
Hold on this concept: "Learn,Train,and Gain"

Hope our relationship will be more strong and closed ♥ =)
Love u,zaid ♥

Awareness

I am not perfect enough.
without a pretty looking,
without understanding and tolerance,
without humourous,
without an ability to speak well,
without an excellent achievement,
and,
without something that u desire..
Somedays,I will feel being stressed and depressed,
Cried alone at the corner even inside my heart over a night,
Can i just be myself back?
Be the past confident,cheerful,dominant Cassandra..
I'am tired of living in such situation..
It's not ME!
It's exhausting!
Now,gonna get out from this epidemic!
Fight for my future!

STPM 4FLAT as well

I can do it!

Mother's Day

In my view,I treat Mother's Day as Father's Day too..as if just celebrate for mum..isn't fair to our beloved father? :)
Today,i brought 2 pieces of cakes from Secret Recipe for my parents..During afternoon,i'm prepared "面粉粿" for them..their happiness make a sense of warmth and loving in my heart :)
At night,brother bring us to have our dinner in '汤师傅' which located in jusco tebrau city..it's the first time i having meal at there..the price is convenience and the food is tasty!!I like it much!!

Today is really a meaningful day for me..i'll remember it till my last breath ♥